Things i Used to Love & Hate

listening to songs that reminds u of the thing that used to do and it reminds u of your friends may not be appropriate for healing process..specially when u just departing form your friends..it may not help u at all..

plus it only make it worse! i don't understand what is the connection between songs and your feeling.. how does it work!? deym! (marah da ni)

I'm currently listening to songs that feed my emotion and feeling very well..lagu2 yg membuakkan lagi rase sedih..deeym.. i used to love this kind of songs..but apparently not now..

than it give me an idea to make a list:
5 things i used to LOVE & 5 things i used to HATE


5 things i used to LOVE,
unfortunately not now

1. karaoke session

ni mengingat kn saye kepade betape seronok nye kami berkaraoke di Jeti..lots of fun..semuanya sporting belaka..im having a blast that day, sampai kn kami pergi dua kali..sape je yg xsuke menyanyi kn.. - now i really hate it, sebab it reminds me of the things we used to do, having fun bersame2...deym..

2. my Facebook albums

ni lagi cilake..i used to love it but not now..setiap kali event or acara jimba pasti saye akan bergegas pulang untuk upload gambar di FB..teruja nk share gmbar dengan kawan2..now the excitement is gone.. xde lagi acara jimba, or event yg memboleh kan kami tuk bergambar bersama..sape je xsuke kn...memang bergambar la kepakaran kami..now, whenever tengok je album d FB saye emosi n marah..selamat x delete je album2 tu..

3. mamak

melepak di mamak mmg x berapa nk ade kelas..saye xsuke tp bile melepak dengan kawan2..saye sangat suke..than we used to make fun of the mamak punye misai, sampai kan ade yg admire kat saye bile kami ke mamak..hahah lucu.. tp sumenye akan berubah skang ni..yup saye akan ke mamak but the feeling will be totally different, i have to make sure that the mamak is not Subaidah or d'Mamak..

4. Golden Screen Cinemas a.k.a GSC

wwwaahh this is the pekara wajib dilakukan whenever kami ade mase terluang. memandangkan kami ni mmg suke ke wayang specially akak erin.. a.k.a geng JIMBA, ade je cerita xkesah la sedap ketidak kami will never miss it, akak akan make sure die surf for grade of the movies A+, A, A-, blah...blah.. i always xkesah even the movies have bad review, - now i relly hate that three word, G.S.C! uuurrgghh! deym..sbb dah xde org nk teman kan saye ke movies..hishh i totally miss it!

5. duduk seorang diri

saye sgt la suke kn privacy, xkesah dok kat mane2 pon i always make sure that im alone and no one can disturb my slumber. kat rumah sewa pon dulu dok sorg xcakp ngn org lain. sbb saye rase best xde org ganggu. saye boleh berangan sesuka hati saye - now saye mmg xboleh dok sorg, ia akan membuat kan saye xboleh berangan lagi sebab berangan saye dah bertukar kepada memery indah bersame kawan2, means whenever saye dok sorg2 time tu la kenagan indah akan terngiyang2 di minda, deym sgt sedih...mula la teringat kn muka akak, sarah, mila, ummu, ezad, wanijauneh, ila, jiji, kaykay, etc...uuurgh! i hate it.

5 things i used to HATE,
but i kinda like it now

1. Facebook chat

ooowhh used to hate this application of facebook, for me its kinda mengganggu specially bile internet lembab..kan..kan..sekejap piipp! piip! ade org nk chat...for most of the time saye akan offline..menyampah sungguh rase terganggu..oowwhh..- but ot totally diffirent now..skarang ni hari2 saye akan menunggu didpean lappy to make sure ade x org yg nk chat dengan saye..specially kwn2..that was the one thing yg saye tunggu2 bile on facebook..ooowhh god what happen to me...sayang nya xde sape pon yg nk chat or even online..

2. pantai

for your information saye sgt la benci kan pantai..bile kene sunburn sgt la hitam mcm la saye ni dari Nigeria, mmg xsuke..its smell, pasir, air yg masin, weeiiuw, sgt tidak suke ye..tp bunch of my friends sgt suke kejap2 ajak melepak ke laut..nk rehat ditepi pantai la bagai, ooowhh - now saye amat suke kan pantai sbb its the only ways saye kenang kan kawan2 saye..oowh sayu nye..
bile pegi ke pantai automatically memories dgn kawan2 bersama kembali..deym sedey.

3. handphone di tangan 24 hours

eee sgt la jijik bile setiap saat nk check hp. saye mmg xsuke klu sape yg sikit2 nk check hp..
- skang ni saye that freak yg always nk check hp mane tau ade kwn2 yg msg rindukn saye. kan.kan. owhh kawan please dont loose contact ya..i really miss you..

4. senyap

means saye xsuke senyap sgt..means saye xboleh nak melawak, menyanyi or wat kepoh, now i have to contains myself and berusahe to xbanyk cakap n kepoh kn mulut, sape je la nk dengar kepohan saye tu kn.. - skng sape la yg nk ketawe cubit or tepuk bahu i whenever saye melawak bodoh or kepoh..oowhh kawan tepok la bahu i even dengan care 'poke' di FB yaah! really i can feel it..!

5. update blog

saye used to sgt menyampah k update blog, leceh la, (aku yg bute IT) hehe..tp skarang ni saye la yg rajin nk update n check out for new entry dr blog kawan2 such as wani jauneh n kaykay..ye la mane la tau if ade name saye tersebut dalam entry mereka.. plus i really mis both of them..wa n kay...deymm sedih lagi..lembik..



this is only a few of my list yg membuatkan saye terribly rindu kan kawan2 saye..
dah xsanggup nk tambah lg kang menangis lagi..

guys do you have the same feeling as i am..?
so tell me, so i could feel better..
i love you guys..