Why Do I Love My Friends?

i was inspired by Wani Juaneh's entry (nk tengok kat sini) the other day, when she created an entry just to show how much she loved her friends and surprisingly I'm in it..!! wahh bangga!!, than it suddenly intrigued me to make the same entry just to show how much i love my friends as well..(thanks ye wa.. huhu)..it actually already came into my senses few weeks ago, tp Wani Jauneh dah buat dulu...than i have to ask for her permission to do the same entry as hers. 

then it take me few days to came out with few ideas and to gather enough info plus pictures so that my entry will be lot meaningful than wani jauneh..hehe

FYI, I'm a bit different from others in school, so it is a big matters to me if people really accept me just the way I am..that make me appreciate my friends a little bit more..(oowh guys I love u so much) for me they mold me to be what I am today, they revolved around me & they are actually part of my world.. its kindda hard for me to accept the reality that we're no going to spend any precious moment again..ishhisshh..

here are few of my precious friends that  

I LOVE SO MUCH..

(in no particular order)

Nur Hazreen a.k.a EpinErin

Siti Sarah a.k.a Sarah Seychang

Amila a.k.a Lamila Bayu

Kartika Malini a.k.a Kaykay Debok
Ummu a.k.a Nakuyah Soler

Wani Jauneh a.k.a Wawa UriUri

Rosila a.k.a Roselle

Aida a.k.a Jiji

Ezad Hadi a.k.a Ejad Kola

akak erin - last moment study kt McD

okey Akak Erin a.k.a EpinErin mmg sgt memahami and she is more like a big sister to me..kami mmg sgt rapat plus we always share the same passion for instant kami mmg kaki wayang and also kaki makan kan akak..heheh plus kami ni pon mmg muke x malu kaki menyanyi n menari dalam kereta and bilik karok di jeti.. die mmg sgt mamahami saye boleh la dikatekan die la tempat saye meluahkan rase xpuas hati and gosip, tp malangnye die nya xde perasaan..tp bagus la tu kan die bersifat berkecuali..hehe almost 100% of my life and segale memory indah aku lalui bersame akak erin..oowhh akak I miss you..

kat atas bukit St Paul

ni pulak Sarah, a.k.a minah internasenel dr indon..hehehe xla die dr seremban..she is one of my bestie..die pon sgt la sporting and mamahami sgt walupun kadang2 die suke wat lawak stupid yg kadang2 saye pon xpaham.. (: pantang je disuapkan dengan idea mula lah die imagine and mengarut..almost sume kerja kumpulan @ assignment kami buat bersame..kami juge always ber gossip bersame..kmai mmg rapat samapai kn ade yg kate kami ne bercouple..hello! hehehe we're just best friends..mmg she is one of a kind la..sarah..i miss you so much..

Mila..

this is Lamila Bayu, sorg yg sngt senyap pade mule nye tp makin naik shiekh bile sampai akher tahun..teringat pulak lawak 'balik kampung' die..hahaha ade ke lagu Come Home by Onerepublic jd 'Balik Kampung by Sudirman' dalam version melayu..hahhaaha mmg kami ketawa sakan dalam kereta time tu..mane xnye sorg yg siyes and xbanyk cakap buat lawak..hahaha lucu.. mila ni one of my geng jimba, even kadng2 mereke dikatekan terpakse teman saye ke wyg sbb akak erin xde..hahah kesian..mila i rindu u juge..

sape lg kurus ecece...

this is KayKay Debok, hehehe she's so funny I'm gonna die..a bit clumsy tp tetap comel, she is my best friends..yup i consider her as my best friends..whenever she's around kami mmg xkan sunyi n kami mmg tak kan suram sbb kami juge consider kaykay as pelawak kami or badut diraja..the loghat terengganu die pon dah cukup, mmg lucu, kadang saye pon xpaham ape die ckap sbb die sokmo gune bahase terengganu which is so cute and pandai la jgk saye menggunakan nye such as 'sokmo & bakpe'..die klu bercakap selaju keretapi terlaju die dunia..mmg kadang2 we have to stop her..hehe 'hey laju nye mu cakap..' kami sokmo gak gadoh, tp what the hell kan..she's just too special to let go..that's why i love her so much..

kuat makan budget kurus..huhu

meet Nakuyah Soler, or ummu in short, kami kenal dari 5 tahun yg lalu, wahh tup tup dah 5 tahun, it started when kami same2 amik diploma kat sarawak dulu, bile dapat degree same, mmg happening sbb dulu saye xde kawan sgt pon kat sini,ummu ni kadang2 jadi tempat saye luah kan perasaan, whenever sakit hati ke hape ke, i will call her and start to cry..ishish..die akan dengar sebaik mungkin, but sometimes xmembantu pon die tu hati batu..hahaha tp she is still my best friends, yela we've known for almost 5 years ye.. plus kami same tua..hehe love u ummu nakuyah soler..

we both are gorgy kn.. (:

ni pulak Wawa UriUri, die sgt la sporting and happening, tp satu je saye sgt cemburu die ade suare yg sangat sedap sampai kan die berangan die adalah jelmaan Yuna dikelahiran semula...hahaha macam tambhi la pulak ade kelahiran semula..tp sayang nye lately je kami baru nk rapat, but still i consider her as one of my bestest friends..teringat pulak mase kami karok di Jeti, mendaki Broga blah...blah...ooowwh how i feel so frustrated sbb xdapat spent mase labih lagi bersama..she's truly one of a kind..wa i love you too...

ni la Roselle..

'mujur bwk gincu, buruk bena ke aku ni?' bile mimi ade pakwe..hehehe ni la diantara kate2 spontan ila, or also known as Roselle.. die ni sgt la lucu, saye sbgai pelawak pon tabik la kat ila..lawak spontan ila mmg lucu..plus bile die nak amik gamabr die akan ade satu pos yg same heheh pos gedik name nye..kat dalam library pon sibok bergambar lagi..kire kami ni mmg sekepale la...tp bile bab karok, phew saye la menang sbb ila sgt sporting walaupon suare xbrape nk masuk tune hahaha,  bile bab nyanyi contoh lagu cintaku 100% dangdut tu...hehehe ila im gonna miss u a lot...

peace!

meet Jiji Ishak..die ni sgt ala comel means sgt kecik org nye..pon sporting n satu kepale @ geng jimba..even die kecik nampak mcm tak larat tp time g Broga die la yg paling hebat sampai ke puncak..saye yg gemok ni termengah2 nak naik..tabik la Jiji...oowhh i gonna miss you too jiji ishak..terinagt pulak time part 4 ke part 3?? xbrape ingat la tp yg penting time tu die menari zapin dalam kelas...wow hebat kn..

hehe sweet kn Ezad Hadi..

this is ezad hadi @ Ejad Kola...comel kan name die..heheh zad sorry ye...die ni padahal dr satu kampus kat sarawak dulu tp xpenah tegor pon time kat melake ni baru la kenal...die sgt baik n memahami sgt kadang saye slalu jgk meluah kan perasaan kat die...tp bile bab meluah kan perasaan ni mmg die sgt pakar,...heheh hphone saye xpenah lekang dr msg ezad hadi meluah kan perasaan nye..eheh maaf zad..tp that's what friends for kan..tolong satu same lain & try to confort satu same lain, teringat bile saye xcident, ezad la yg datang membantu..thanks ezad...sgt baik org nye xpenah kate tidak bile bab nak menolong kawan2..zad..miss you la..


love u guys,
to be continued..

Things i Used to Love & Hate

listening to songs that reminds u of the thing that used to do and it reminds u of your friends may not be appropriate for healing process..specially when u just departing form your friends..it may not help u at all..

plus it only make it worse! i don't understand what is the connection between songs and your feeling.. how does it work!? deym! (marah da ni)

I'm currently listening to songs that feed my emotion and feeling very well..lagu2 yg membuakkan lagi rase sedih..deeym.. i used to love this kind of songs..but apparently not now..

than it give me an idea to make a list:
5 things i used to LOVE & 5 things i used to HATE


5 things i used to LOVE,
unfortunately not now

1. karaoke session

ni mengingat kn saye kepade betape seronok nye kami berkaraoke di Jeti..lots of fun..semuanya sporting belaka..im having a blast that day, sampai kn kami pergi dua kali..sape je yg xsuke menyanyi kn.. - now i really hate it, sebab it reminds me of the things we used to do, having fun bersame2...deym..

2. my Facebook albums

ni lagi cilake..i used to love it but not now..setiap kali event or acara jimba pasti saye akan bergegas pulang untuk upload gambar di FB..teruja nk share gmbar dengan kawan2..now the excitement is gone.. xde lagi acara jimba, or event yg memboleh kan kami tuk bergambar bersama..sape je xsuke kn...memang bergambar la kepakaran kami..now, whenever tengok je album d FB saye emosi n marah..selamat x delete je album2 tu..

3. mamak

melepak di mamak mmg x berapa nk ade kelas..saye xsuke tp bile melepak dengan kawan2..saye sangat suke..than we used to make fun of the mamak punye misai, sampai kan ade yg admire kat saye bile kami ke mamak..hahah lucu.. tp sumenye akan berubah skang ni..yup saye akan ke mamak but the feeling will be totally different, i have to make sure that the mamak is not Subaidah or d'Mamak..

4. Golden Screen Cinemas a.k.a GSC

wwwaahh this is the pekara wajib dilakukan whenever kami ade mase terluang. memandangkan kami ni mmg suke ke wayang specially akak erin.. a.k.a geng JIMBA, ade je cerita xkesah la sedap ketidak kami will never miss it, akak akan make sure die surf for grade of the movies A+, A, A-, blah...blah.. i always xkesah even the movies have bad review, - now i relly hate that three word, G.S.C! uuurrgghh! deym..sbb dah xde org nk teman kan saye ke movies..hishh i totally miss it!

5. duduk seorang diri

saye sgt la suke kn privacy, xkesah dok kat mane2 pon i always make sure that im alone and no one can disturb my slumber. kat rumah sewa pon dulu dok sorg xcakp ngn org lain. sbb saye rase best xde org ganggu. saye boleh berangan sesuka hati saye - now saye mmg xboleh dok sorg, ia akan membuat kan saye xboleh berangan lagi sebab berangan saye dah bertukar kepada memery indah bersame kawan2, means whenever saye dok sorg2 time tu la kenagan indah akan terngiyang2 di minda, deym sgt sedih...mula la teringat kn muka akak, sarah, mila, ummu, ezad, wanijauneh, ila, jiji, kaykay, etc...uuurgh! i hate it.

5 things i used to HATE,
but i kinda like it now

1. Facebook chat

ooowhh used to hate this application of facebook, for me its kinda mengganggu specially bile internet lembab..kan..kan..sekejap piipp! piip! ade org nk chat...for most of the time saye akan offline..menyampah sungguh rase terganggu..oowwhh..- but ot totally diffirent now..skarang ni hari2 saye akan menunggu didpean lappy to make sure ade x org yg nk chat dengan saye..specially kwn2..that was the one thing yg saye tunggu2 bile on facebook..ooowhh god what happen to me...sayang nya xde sape pon yg nk chat or even online..

2. pantai

for your information saye sgt la benci kan pantai..bile kene sunburn sgt la hitam mcm la saye ni dari Nigeria, mmg xsuke..its smell, pasir, air yg masin, weeiiuw, sgt tidak suke ye..tp bunch of my friends sgt suke kejap2 ajak melepak ke laut..nk rehat ditepi pantai la bagai, ooowhh - now saye amat suke kan pantai sbb its the only ways saye kenang kan kawan2 saye..oowh sayu nye..
bile pegi ke pantai automatically memories dgn kawan2 bersama kembali..deym sedey.

3. handphone di tangan 24 hours

eee sgt la jijik bile setiap saat nk check hp. saye mmg xsuke klu sape yg sikit2 nk check hp..
- skang ni saye that freak yg always nk check hp mane tau ade kwn2 yg msg rindukn saye. kan.kan. owhh kawan please dont loose contact ya..i really miss you..

4. senyap

means saye xsuke senyap sgt..means saye xboleh nak melawak, menyanyi or wat kepoh, now i have to contains myself and berusahe to xbanyk cakap n kepoh kn mulut, sape je la nk dengar kepohan saye tu kn.. - skng sape la yg nk ketawe cubit or tepuk bahu i whenever saye melawak bodoh or kepoh..oowhh kawan tepok la bahu i even dengan care 'poke' di FB yaah! really i can feel it..!

5. update blog

saye used to sgt menyampah k update blog, leceh la, (aku yg bute IT) hehe..tp skarang ni saye la yg rajin nk update n check out for new entry dr blog kawan2 such as wani jauneh n kaykay..ye la mane la tau if ade name saye tersebut dalam entry mereka.. plus i really mis both of them..wa n kay...deymm sedih lagi..lembik..



this is only a few of my list yg membuatkan saye terribly rindu kan kawan2 saye..
dah xsanggup nk tambah lg kang menangis lagi..

guys do you have the same feeling as i am..?
so tell me, so i could feel better..
i love you guys..

Are You Mocking Me?

'aww jag saknar Fredrik redan .. Jag hoppas verkligen att se honom snart .. och ser fram emot att möta honom i april ..'

its not goodbye, its more like see you later or soon - Mr Anonymous..

aww..sweet..

on the way to GSC Dataran Pahlawan..

"Mr Anonymous: do you know why the building is red in color?"

"Im Fat: nope"

"Mr Anonymous: it is because...blah..blah...blah.."

"Im Fat: wow you know melaka better than me...im ashamed!"

"Mr Anonymous: yah, i learn it from my guidebook "

"Im Fat: really? oooh im in love with your guidebook "

"Mr Anonymous: ooh i im in love with your guidebook" (in mocking sound)

"Im Fat: ARE YOU MOCKING ME?!"

"Mr Anonymous: no.. "

"Mr Anonymous: ooh im in love with your guidebook"

sweet!


somewhere around Jonker Walk..

Mr Anonymous with his rubix cube..

"Im Fat: you know you can learn how to solve it via Youtube"

"Mr Anonymous: yeah I've done it before...let me..."

(4.67 minutes later)

"krik..."

"Im Fat: slowdown.."

"krik.."

"Im Fat: slowdown..!"

"Mr Anonymous: its stuck aargh..!"

"Im Fat: slowdown"

"krukk.."

"Im Fat: SHOW OFF!"

"kraackk.."

"Mr Anonymous: Done!"

"Im Fat: SHOW OFF!"

"Mr Anonymous: slowdown..!!" (in mocking sound)

"Im Fat: ARE YOU MOCKING ME?!"

"Mr Anonymous: no.. "

"Mr Anonymous: slowdown...!!"

sweet..!


infornt of popcorn counter..

"Im Fat: do want anything, popcorn or chips perhaps?"

"Mr Anonymous: nope.."

"Im Fat: really?? "

"Mr Anonymous: chips maybe, or popcorn..yah popcorn would be perfect.."

"Im Fat: okay"

"Mr Anonymous: my treat, i insist, "

"Im Fat: nope let me..i insist" (in mocking sound)

"Mr Anonymous: ARE YOU MOCKING ME?!"

"Im Fat: nope..!"

"Im Fat: i insist!"

"Im Fat: i insist!"

sweet!


aww...so sweet..kan kan...?


to be continued...

Are u a Good Listener?

CAN YOU HANDLE THAT

i have to admit that i feel a little sad mengharungi malam2 terakhir as student kat melaka ni...malm ni la mal terakhir nk g study kat mcd..

looking back this pass 2 years..mcm2 yg dah dilalui, sedih tawa, senda gurau..it breaks my heart into pieces.

the fact that im on my way to study kat mcD makes my eyes berkaca..sbb suddenly it hits me that today was the last day n chances to study kat mcD lewat2 mlm mcm ni...im gonna miss it for sure..

nk dijadi kn cerite radio sinar sgt cilake sbb keudarakn lagu sedih hazami...owhhh mcm disuap2 lagi kesedihan ni...air mate mangalir lagi..

naik krete la akak erin kate 'owh zid ni last time kt kuar study same' deym u akak erin..nangis lagi dalam krete...nasib la akak erin lahir bulan pasir kering kontang..die sgt xde perasaan ye...

as for me, lahir bulan hujan, nangis+emo is my forte..

dah...

i cant handle it anymore..

let me nangis jap...coz i know im lembik..

so if have feeling say it out loud..

before its too little t0o late..

do u know?

do u know that by merendam kacang hijau semalam n guna kn air tok sapu dirambut dapat menghilang kan botak?

eermm.. ni la yg berlaku to my lovely flowy hair...b0tak dah kat tepi nye...
x tau la ni akibat selalu iron berjam2 or mmg dah nk botak memikir kn nasib badan..

lebih ketara bila kak erin kate..



yzd: 'akak saye nk letak topi dalam kereta'
epinerin: 'oke'
yzd: ' eh jap2 nk pakai topi ke x ni hah?'
epinerin: 'eh zid pakai pakai pakai!! dah botak da rambut ko!'
yzd: 'deym!' akak!



mane nk carik kacang hijau ni...
owwhh kedai aunty kt bawah ni ade kan...
so let see if it really work..


im not going to loose my gorgy hair ya..

wohhh im not..

AA Advice

'my advice is... if u feel uv done nothing wrong n u still have frens dat care about u.. then dun need to layan all those haters.

people hate bcoz they are envious..they are jealous

dorg dengki

xpyh lyn org bodoh.. kalau layan nnt kita akan bodoh skali

n tell this to ur self.. u popular la.. sbb ada org sanggup meluangkan masa dorg utk hate u..

padahal they hv better things to do in their lives..'

-counselor AA-



tenang je rase hati ni..

P = f.u or u're fuck..

popularity, psychoanalyze, psst, pseud, psyche, psychodrama, provocation, psychosis, palliative, palpable, plagiarism, pang, paranoiac, paragon, parvenu, passable, perish, phoney, piddling, pisser,piss, pish, piracy, pique, pioneer, pink pound, pathetic...



I've been labeled of one of this word (i guess)..
can anyone tell,

maybe i can tell what's yours..

tell me airte!

f.u / u. f

JimbaTron 41110

Dear John kali ke 23x..

'The problem with time, I've learned, whether it's those first two weeks I got to spend with you, or the final two months I got to spend with him, eventually time always runs out. I have no idea where you are out there in the world, John. But I understand that I lost the right to know these things long ago. No matter how many years go by, I know one thing to be as true as ever was - I'll see you soon then.'

Savannah Curtis - Dear John

'So there's something else I wanna tell you. Right before everything went black, you wanna know the very last thing that entered my mind? You.'

John Tyree - Dear John

1o Best Diet Tips Ever by Expert but interpreted by me..

Best Diet Tip No. 1: Drink plenty of water or other calorie-free beverages.

ooowh part yg ni mmg la wajib kn guys, tp hello xkan la air suam je!? definitely not for me...

Best Diet Tip No. 2: Think about what you can add to your diet, not what you should take away.

hahaha pas makan dialog wajib adalah 'kak saye lapar lgi la jom order!' nji klu makan ngn kak erin la..

Best Diet Tip No. 3: Consider whether you're really hungry.

wat pe nk consider lagi kn...kesian kat perot ni lapar.. so guys consider your perot rather than yor hungry feeling!

Best Diet Tip No. 4: Be choosy about nighttime snacks.

ooow mmh choosy, tp bab memilih kedai mane yg nk pegi..lets decide! hahaha McD ke? singgnag ke subed ke?

Best Diet Tip No. 5: Enjoy your favorite foods.

hah! this is my fav! hey jap2! ni nk soh die ke ape ni?? totally agree...saye mmg enjoy my food!

Best Diet Tip No. 6: Enjoy your treats away from home.

adduuuh lagi satu...kat rumah xde mknan, soh pegi kat luar yg melambak dengan makanan?? suke suke!

Best Diet Tip No. 7: Eat several mini-meals during the day.

mini at 1000am, mini at 100pm, mini at 3oopm, mini at 500pm, mini at 83opm, mini at 1130 pm...waaaahhh mini, mini,mini...klu dah 100x mini??! pikir kn la..

Best Diet Tip No. 8: Eat protein at every meal.

sume bende ade protien kot! so makn je la..

Best Diet Tip No. 9: Spice it up.

blur!

Best Diet Tip No. 10: Eat foods in season.

season ? everyday is season to me.. (:

guys klu gini cane nk diet! interpretasi diet ni mmg sgt terpesong..
jgn jadi fat mcm saye..

*deym!

dont call me fatty!

K is the official consonent for this month

accidently accident or accident accidently

terlibat dalam kemalangn sgt tidak menarik ye.
trust me, debo masing2..

terlibat dalam kemalangan bersama tiga org yg NOT aware pd masa tu PON tidak menarik ya..
trust me, it's not much helping..

terlibat dalam kemalangn kietika bergaduh degn org yg pandai bab kereta? tidak menarik ye..
trust me, malu diri sendir..

owh..

kemalangan yg terkemalangan

malang!

its me or really you..

malas dah nk pk pasal bende bongok gitu

hello i don't have to worry about what is happening between you and me..

bunch other people doesn't like him anyway...

benci kecik sampai nk pecah pintu tu pahal weyh!

ure so childish man.

u're kecik man..

i mean 'kecik'

ahahha

dol sgt!