Thank You :)

Out Of Nowhere

Every man should be born again on the first day of January. Start with a fresh page. Take up one hole more in the buckle if necessary, or let down one, according to circumstances; but on the first of January let every man gird himself once more, with his face to the front, and take no interest in the things that were and are past.

Happy New Year love..

It's my BIRTHDAY y'all....!

The Best Birthday wish ever!!!

from: “@kartika___: Dear @yaziedhassan, tak ada lagi orang se gorgeous dirimu. Happy 17th birthday gorge! (I'm gonna write this everywhere)”

Cc: kartika malini...

It's April already?

It's been a while since the last time I update my blog...x tau la sebab ape....lambat sgt update...not that I already kekeringan idea....tp mase yg menentukan....mmg sgt la busy lately...tp yg sedih nye bile difikirkan...ade ke org nk bace blog ni kan.... Time goes by just like the swept of wind in the air...never thought that April is already in the brink of extinction..just so you know.. It's the month of joy and happiness as my Birthday is coming in 2 days time..so sape yg x tau bersedia la untuk wish and don't forget to prepare my pressie too... Let's recaps what had happen in the past two month... Nothing much... Let's talk about February, yes, feb... Fabulous Feb..! February is the month where my life change, means, it all change all together, as I am a student again..! Yes, I'm taking my Master programme at none other UiTM di Hati ku, but for now it's in shah alam... Class was schedule every weekends..nah! I have no time for myself...and I have no time to balik kampung...I have no time to this and I have no time to that... Erm... But truly I have to reserved my comments on that sbb it is my desicion to further my studies and I am fully aware what I have to sacrifices in the future...so be it.. Let's talk about that master, I'm taking Exe Master of Admin Science and the duration is 2 years.. Just imagine I have no life for two freaking years..! Xpe...sabar..sabar... To be frank I'm a bit hesitate but after a few class...it not bad at all... For those who know me, I'm easy to fit in where ever I maybe, but this time it is all the way round, I'm a bit shy and reluctant to mingle and jingle with my fellow classmate, but truly, thank god I found YOU... Wah mcm lagu Kak Mariah pulak ni.... Thank god I found two most amazing and happy go lucky person, Kakak Ida and Kakak Zee, seriously if they are not around, I may quit my study.. They are so amazing as a person and I have to create sape rate entry from them, so wait ha...! :) Oowh, lupe, I was offered to talk my master in full time mode..tp disebabkan syg kn kerje... -alah Alasan je tu... Sebenarnye nye mate ni Dom ka-Ching ka-Ching ! $$$$$$$ mane nak amik duit if i quit my job kan....so I'm taking part time...that's why la no life...kelas weekends aje... Definitely there's pros and cons kn?? So sape2 yg nk further you better weigh every possible pros and cons.. So that you won't menyesal kemudian hari...okay!? Okay, just let feb be the Drab Feb...! Let us move in to March...nothing much on March the only big thing is my brother is suspected to have a heart attact, ya he is only 30 years old... Even though we have a relentless arguement, I still love him...after all he is my brother kan? Due to that reason, health issue become hot topic yg selalu bermain di bibir, so I plan to diet... AGAIN....! Hahahaha xabes2 dgn diet! P la gemok asal happy sudah! Ahhahaha Klu stress pon susah jugak kn.....yes, stress sbb my brother sick, and due to that we have to move form our house in desa pandan to a land house, so that kami x payah nk penat2 mendaki tangga ke tingkat 4... Stress sekali lagi dtg menjelma...sbb? Yes I have to find another house in a short period of time...terhegeh2 la aku Dok call sane call sini... Drive sane drive sini...form seri kembangan to Cheras Mahkota to desa pandan to Kajang to equine park to Bukit Jalil to Puncak Jalil to Bangi to HELL! And lastly after all the penat, I choose Prima Saujana as or Astana Idaman.. Double storey, four bed room and three bathroom... A good house, neat and tidy, big and spacious with a good ambiance...tenang je...Jiran yg baik...And bilik yg besar untuk kekucingku....and they are happy! nah, we are officially a Kajangians... Hehe.. Now, back to April...This week nak balik kampung...cuti sem... After almost two month, ni baru nk balik kampung... Miss my Mak and Abah...miss my Orkid the most...miss Melaka...till then, let April pergi dgn aman dan damai... Let's greet May with a warm welcome and hug! Xoxo, Yzd syg kamu.. Eeeiiuw! Cliché!

Must Have..!

Leather Clucth for Mens

*sgt canatik kn...!

Adele - Set Fire To The Rain (Live at The Royal Albert Hall)

i love you Adele..........................!!!!!

Set Fire to the Rain - Adele (Cover by @KarminMusic)

Super Bass - Nicki Minaj (Cover by @KarminMusic)

the best Super Bass ever...! plus Nick Noonan is super cute...!

I miss my Friends..

I miss my Friends,

When I see some other Gang sitting around, caring, slapping each other.

Their mischievous smiles switching to loud laughter’s,

Though stranger to me,

they represent a part of my life I lost somewhere,

I miss my friends.

I like you all, I love u all, Stay happy where ever you are..

#youknowwhoyouare *yes, i mean YOU..!

x0x0

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miss #tippytoe and hope #tippytoe miss me too...

Kerja...! Kerja...! Kerja...!

pade siape2 yg dah kerje or dalam proses nk carik kerje or mmg malas nk kerje, you guys may came across these few sentences from your bosses or collegue..

tapi tau kh anda maksud tersirat mereka?????

nah...!

"We will do it" means " You will do it"

"You have done a great job" means "More work to be given to you"

"We are working on it" means "We have not yet started working on the same"

"Tomorrow first thing in the morning" means "Its not getting done...At least not tomorrow !".

"After discussion we will decide - I am very open to views" means "I have already decided, I will tell you what to do"

"There was a slight miscommunication" means "We had actually lied"

"Lets call a meeting and discuss" means "I have no time now, will talk later"

"We can always do it" means "We actually cannot do the same on time"

"We are on the right track but there needs to be a slight extension of the deadline" means "The project is screwed up, we cannot deliver on time."

"We had slight differences of opinion" means "We had actually fought"

"Make a list of the work that you do and let's see how I can help you" means "Anyway you have to find a way out no help from me"

"You should have told me earlier" means "Well even if you told me earlier that would have made hardly any difference!"

"We need to find out the real reason" means "Well I will tell you where your fault is"

"Well... family is important, your leave is always granted. Just ensure that the work is not affected" means "Well you know..."

"We are a team" means "I am not the only one to be blamed"

"That's actually a good question" means "I do not know anything about it"

"All the Best" means " You are in trouble"

xoxo

selamat bekerja!

I Am Sick of Being Me

God, sometimes I'm sick of being me. I can't keep a steady relationship over 3 years! i'm fat.... i'm fat....i'm fat....i'm broke....i'm single....bla...bla...bla...

I pretend that I'm happy to everyone, but deep inside I'm not, for instant whenever people around me asking about my relationship or love life, I end up having nightmares about it, I've been constantly sick for the last...as long as rememberand work has been hell for me!

I just can't seem to get my act together. I over think and over analyse everything to death, to the point where it takes me 2 hours to actually fall asleep or to put back myself in a happy mode. I just feel like I'm going nowhere in my life and it just really sucks. All I want is to be happy and every time I come a little close to being happy, I, they or everyone and everything around me seem to ruin it. I just need to get this out because it's so frustrating that everyone around me seems to be happy and have everything I want, and here I am, an emotional, twisted wreck...have nothing to parade too...

Why can't things just go right for me for a change?

then it come to my senses...

Sometimes having a relationship when you're having conflicts with yourself make them almost impossible to maintain. You shouldn't have to put up a facade to anyone. Work on some good ol' "Me" time. Focus on things you want to do and focus on putting your emotions aside once you get them sorted out.

if you had been dumped by your ex for another person after 2 years of being together or what ever the problem is.. you must and just spent a year of yourself and focused on changes for yourself (for yourself, and not for anybody else). focused on school or work and just spent quality time with yourself or family Of course hung out with friends and everything - dont just hide in your room. things will slowly became more meaningfull and without you notising it , your life will be fulled with colors!

Unfortunately just remember that other people can't fix your insecurities for you. It's a challenge everyone has to tackle and they have to overcome those insecurities. just say Alhamdulillah, everything is going to be okey and let GOD do HIS job and remember, our Qada and Qadar already been written for us.. just close your eyes, and say, our Al Mighty God Allah, knew better...

but stil, im sick of being me...

xoxo

Breaking Dawn Part 1: Soundtrack!

the song was awesome!

he is cute!

Guys, prepare to bleed..opps.. prepare a box of tissue as this will definitely make you cry...!!

to those who so caleed die hard fan of Twilight movies series...you might have known by now that the new soundtrack for the movies is coming from no other, one and only talented guy with some serius cuteness in his persona..Bruno Mars.. the song was called It Will Rain.. this song is serious the best runut song ever for the Twilight series.. just like the pass selection of song like the one in Eclipse sang by Sia an Australian ecentric singer (song called: My Love) was also one of the best choices ever...this year Breaking Dawn Part 1 soundtrack may give all of Twilight fan a serious teary eyes and definitely a continuation of sobbing for quit or few hours... you may found some lyrics in the song that really touch your heart..specially if you are an emotional person.. :) just listen the chorus guys!!! aren't that a heart melting words to be sung or what!!!!

"Cuz there’ll be no sunlight, if I lose you baby.

There’ll be no clear skies, if I lose you baby.

Just like the clouds my eyes would do the same,

If you walk away, everything will rain, rain, rain..."

oowhh! deym....i cant keep myself from listening to this song all over again till my ipad beg me to stop! hhuuuhuu yah that serious guys! just go to any available and downloadable site and give yourselces time to have this song and listen till your ears bleed...coz for me this song is just perfect for the whole story of Breaking Dawn and to some this song may even suit your real life.. kan...kan??

* sorry i cannot attached any of the video via YouTube as there is no access to do so as i was updating my blog at the office.. hehee.. feel free to find it yourselves... (no official video yet but you can watch the cover made by fans and the one with lyrics so that you can sing along)

x0x0

cc: Kartika Malini

Single vs Couple

Heh, it's rare for me to ask for advice around here, but this is actually one topic I can't ask my friend, since it's about them.

If I were to name my 6 closest friends, a year ago 4 of them would've been single like me. Now I'm the only single one left, and it kinda sucks. A few of them are dating each other, which means I get to lose two single friends in one go instead of one, and when they fight I'm stuck trying to stay neutral.

It's depressing, really. 3 of those close friends are guys - now I'm that person that makes you nervous because I'm a close friend of your boyfriend/girlfriend from before he/she knew you. We used to all go out and just get hammered and have loads of fun, now it's hard to convince them to go out instead of checking out a movie with the gf/bf.

In general, my six favorite people have suddenly become far less available to me. We all still have fun together when we do hang out - but it's only like old times when their boyfriend/girlfriend isn't around.

I'm not too good with relationships myself, and I love my single life, but it's starting to get a bit lonely. Don't get me wrong - I know lots of other people that I can call to hang out with - but I still really feel the hole those six used to fill.

I'm starting to wonder if it's really possible to maintain a close friendship with couples, especially the opposite sex member. I feel like I'm slowly losing these people to each other and it's been really hard on me.

So, thoughts?

TOMS SHOES : New Addiction

who says that only women will go crazy for shoes..? how bout mens? ya definitely that was wrong..coz i found lot of other mens who are crazy for shoes too.. FYI i'm crazy for shoes.. lately, on streets i found that there are some kind of trends and pattern that youngsters nowadys will wear a kung-fu-like shoes, and there is one brand in particular that caught my attention. does anyone heard about TOMS? the shoes is definitely adorable and most of all the shoes is super comfy and im  drooling and falling head to toe over these shoes.. and i got pair of super comfy TOMS Olive Canvas Men's Classic today.. hehehee senyum sampai telinge.. eventhough some may say im a bit old for that but believed me, there are barriers when it come to comfy and style..! disebabkan gaji dah nak abes bayar duit kereta, so i have to contained myself from buying another 2 pair, Navy and Grey Canvas Men's Classic just now..huhuu xpe next gaji sure more TOMS to come.. next im determined to collect all the colors available and specially the Artist Collection yg mmg la sgt cantik nk mampos..!

nah a fews pic to satisfy my lust over these amazing shoes..!

xoxo